August 2011
1 post
I hate everyone around me so much but really I just hate myself and I don’t know how to stop.
July 2011
1 post
lost
lost in my mind
lost in reality
everything about me right now is lost.
help.
March 2011
1 post
Things are suppose to get better with time, but I find them to slowly be getting worse..
February 2011
6 posts
universal lies
skin-n-bones:
“I’m not drunk”
“I won’t hurt you”
“Let’s stay friends”
“She’s just a friend”
“I lost your number”
“I need time to myself”
“I’ll start a diet tomorrow”
“Contemplation often makes life miserable. We should act more, think less, and...”
– Nicolas Chamfort (via stellablu)
January 2011
2 posts
We are all lost souls looking for other souls who are just as lost as we are. Lost souls that are into the same things we are into and lost souls that need to feel like they belong just as much as you want to feel like you belong.
December 2010
2 posts
You pull up to a gas station in a snow storm because you were too stubborn to stay in side. You sit there for a minute hurry get out of the car pay for it and you always have an awkward “Hi, how are you.” quick talk every single time. Then we all stand out there and wait for it to get done. No one ever sits back in the car to wait for what seems like eternity for the gas to stop. We...
June 2010
1 post
February 2010
4 posts
whatitsliketodie:
simplywhit:
My brother is being shipped to Afghanistan tomorrow. Already counting down the days til he will be back.
Saying a little prayer for your brother’s safe return, and for you and your family.
My brother is too, i wonde if they are in the same unit.
December 2009
3 posts
November 2009
16 posts
i had a dream last night that i slept with one of my best friends boyfriends… i wonder what it means?
is it possible to feel everything, and nothing at the same time. I think it is, i think i am. everytihng is falling down around me. the weight is to heavy for me to carry alone, and yet that is exactly how i feel, alone. by myself, no one here with me. i dont necessarly mind that either. i dont mind sleeping my life away right now. i dont mind waking up alone, staying up all hours of the night...
halloween is my favoriteeeee<33333
last night was a blast, i have the best friends in the world. im glad i got to hang out with them for once.
alcohol makes me spill my guts, kind of sad lol but whatever.
is it creepy to add someone on myspace that you met in a drunken stuper the night before? if so im a creeepoo haha. all well, he was cute.
meeting new people makes my day so much better, i...
October 2009
31 posts
reality check just got put into place.
death is creepy, cold, and very familiar right now. 18 year olds shouldnt be allowed to die, it should be some unwritten rule. its not fair, they have way more life to live, more people to meet, places to see, fun to be had.
i feel sick when i wake up, when i eat, when i do anything. i dont know what is wrong with me. couldnt be a baby, you have to have sex...
i feel like im going to be sick. this seems to the how ive been feeling lately.
i dont like funerals. i dont like the way they look or smell, or the fact that i dont think i should be going to one. its weird when you know someone that has passed away, its even more weird when it is your 18 year old friend. this cant be real. someone pinch me, she will be coming back.
Life is too short, to grow up too fast.
its 1:30am not sleeping is getting the best of me. my sleep schedual is pretty messed up. arguing with someone that you have liked since you were 14, not so fun.
i used to write, i used to use big words when id speak, i used to feel smart.
these days i just feel like everyone else.
i need a change.
i thank god for all of my amazing friends and family.
i wish everyone would be as thankful...
